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  • Hephzi Mars
    • May 6, 2019
    • 1 min read

Countless Times

I fall on my knees,

Profusely Apologizing,

Over and over again,

I sob… am Sorry!, am Sorry!


For all the times I gave in to the darkness instead of resisting it,

For all the times I didn’t stand my ground and guard your name,

For all the countless times I was a failure


“Hush, My child”, said He,

Yes, countless were your breakdowns,

But so were your breakthroughs after each one.

Which Countless are you looking at!?


For though the righteous fall seven times, they rise again, but the wicked stumble when calamity strikes.

Proverbs 24:16 NIV

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