Show up!
I remember the wilderness, I remember like it was yesterday. I remember crying out day and night, I remember holding back sobs, I remember sorrow clutching my throat, I remember my Faith being tossed to and fro. I remember the panic attacks, The rocking back and forth, The fear spirals that never ended, The what-ifs that my mind kept conjuring up. I remember them all, Like it was yesterday. I remember asking You to show up and show off, Father. And I am glad I did. Because, f